4 days mOre..

pejam celik..pejam celik..
cuti sem da nk abes!!
sObs =(
sdeyh nye..
actually mls nye nk blik s.a
ape je yg menarik kt sne??

nti bermula la duty sbg student..
bgun pgi2..tuh pon kalo ade klas pgi..
pling best ble xde klas pgi laa..
bgun subuh, then tdo blik
tpi..
sem dpn cmne ek??

nk jejak kn kaki ke bumi s.a tuh mcm2 nk kna pk..
rse nye ble kaki berpijak kt s.a...
brtimbun2 mslh dlm kpala
kdang2 rse cm nk blik kg aje!!
huuuuh!

but..
suddently miss my frens much2 mOre..!
miss da tyme wif them..
dinner wif them..
hang out 2gether...
lepaking bersama2..
borak smpai gelak2..
borak dlm keadaan sdeyh pon ade..
smga sem bru nie mmberi byk pmbaharuan okeyh!!!

well..
aku akn merindui katil aku..
merindui habit bgun seawal jam 11 kt umah..hehe
merindui hang out with my best fren..myra flower
rindu beron9 24 hours..!
rindu mkn kt luar ngn fmly aku..
rindu blik kg..
rindu umi abah..
rindu akak adik..
huhuhu...

I'LL MISS U ALL!!!

fall in lOve..again

sekali lgi..
jatuh cinta pda si DIA..
dlu...suke pda yg len
skang??
i got da new one!!
n i really like it..so much!

mula2 knl??
mse tuh aku xbole tdo..
then aku bkak lappy..
bkak fb..bkak ym..
syg nye xde ape2 yg best n menarek!
so aku membelek2 ape ygade..
so bored!

sume folder aku bkak..
tgk2 pic..
then aku tgk pic yg kitorng amik kt tasek s.a..
byk..
cntek2.. hehehe..
tbe2 muncul keinginan nk edit2..
tpi bored wit ADOBE PHOTOSHOP CS4..!
i need da new software pleezzz!

something in my mind..
berbekalkn btry yg agk low,,,
aku download new software.. at that tyme..
i fall in luv wit PHOTOSCAPE...!!
after i tried edit 1pic..its look nice!!
then i hve to shut it down bcoz of da btry..huhu

bgun esok nye..!!
nk edit lgi.. n ini lah cinta..
CINTA PADA PHOTOSCAPE...!! hehe

sana sini org kawen...

jOm kawen!!!

ble cuti skolah stat..
mkna nye bermula lah jgak musim org kawen..
berlambak2 lah kad kawen yer kt umah..
keje nye dok cium aje la bau kad tuh..
harum semerbak..
terbelek2 aje lah kadnye..
cantek laaa kta kn..

next week tyme tok aku g mjlis kawen..
my cousin wedding ceremony..
rugi kalo xjoin...
heheh
n next month pon sme gak..
xsbr nye!!
msti meriah..
mklum lah aku jarang benar berpeluang ikut mjlis2 cm gini...
teruk tol aku!!

d sbb kn aku bosan...so terasa nk menulis sal org kawen
spt yg tertera d ats,,aku xde pngalamn attend mjlis2 kawen neh..
jdi aku rjin kn dri tok cri info2 ckit kt tenet neh..
n dpt la ckit2..hehe
gmbr pon aku da edit2 ckit..
ok hasil nye..
jeng...jeng...jeng...

warisan budaya melayu
nk kawen byk adat nye!
ikut ke x??
ikut laaaaa...

ok first thing first..merisik
merisik nie sme la gak ngn tinjau2, tgk2, intai2, n yg sme wktu ngn nye..
nape nk kna intai2??
sbb nk tau bunga yg nk dipetik tuh da brpnye ke x???hihi
ade gak pihak laki yg bgi cincin tyme merisik..
cincin buluh rotan,,hihi
tpi kdang2 org skang da xwat mjlis merisik neh..
mklum la msing2 da knl dlu..so truskn je ngn meminang..
jimat masa jimat kos nye!!!



meminang nie juz yg join sdara2 terdkt pihak laki...
tyme neh org2 tua akn bncangkn tarikh n msa yg ssuai tok mjlis pertunangan..
bincang ape lgi??
hantaran nye brape..rombongna nye byk mne...hehe



pastu bertunang laa...
mjlis pertunangna nie wat kt umah pihak pmpuan..
hntaran nye sirih junjung..n of coz sebentuk cincin..
sbg tnda pengikat antara sepasang kekasih..
ok ade mklumt tmbhn ckit..
katakn kalo pmpuan yg nk nikah neh ade akak yg lom kawen..
cmne??langkah bendul la kn...
so ape yg aku bce neh..
hntaran tok si kakak pon kna ade gak..
aiyyoook pokai laa..
sepupu aku yg nk kawen neh pon cmtu gak..
then pihak laki bgi cincin la kt si akak nye..
~acara kemuncak??
wakil phak laki sarungkn cincin ke jari manis gadis yg dilamar..
hihihi...
then sah la jdi tunang yer..




tbe la mse akad nikah...gler2 berdebar yg laki neh..
jgn smpai 10x lafaz nye dah laaa..
hihi..
mse neh..laki pkai bju yg cerah2..
pmpuan lak dok ats sebidang tikar..tggu tok kadi tny prsetujuan nk kawen
ok ble da stuju lafaz nikah lak ngn si lelaki..
sah!!!maka terpikul lah beban dibahu masing..
amin...selamat diijab kabulkn..
lpas tu ade lgi!!!
upacara mmbtalkn air smyg..
pengntin laki sarungkn cincin ke jari pngntin pmpuan..





next...(xabes lgi ea..)
mjlis berinai..
tyme neh mempelai ditepung tawar..
lpas mjlis neh pngntin laki xbole tdo umah pmpuan lgi..hehe
kna blik dlu..xpon kali jauh, tdo la umah yg dkt ngn umah pngntin pmpuan..

pastu tggu lah 1mmgu plak..
pngntin pmpuan akn dhntar ke umah fmly pngntin laki...










sbuk la menengok hntaran org!!!
hahah...
cntek...nie aku edit hmtaran kaler grey...
sbb nmpk elegent..bersinar2..
heheh..
org kta hntaran kna dlm angka gnjil..kalo gnap xbole sbb
akn bgi kesan xbaek..
ape yg xbaek xtau la plak aku..

selamat meniti alam rumah tangga..
semoga berkekalan hingga ke anak cucu...hihi

teringat seorang teman...

tbe2 teringat seorang teman..
aku knl die dri seorang kwn aku..
kwn aku plak knl die kt ym..
actually aku juz grau2 jer suh mmber aku tuh cri kn tok aku sorang...
hahaha..
elok je lpas tuh die ckp die ade knl someone..
n die nk knl kn kt aku..
mula2 cm segan..
pastu kitorang cntct gne ym..

his a nice man..
die byk tlong aku dlu..
slalu bgi aku kata2 semangat..
tpi skang die da keje..
doctor la kata kn
die sgt la bz..
msg aku xpnh berbalas
tpi xpe lah,aku tau die sbuk..

dlu slalu share cte ngn die..
1mlm..
aku sgt2 la tension stdy..
ngn mslh nye dtg bertimpa2..
mse tuh die on ym..
n cm biase lah aku nie cpt sgt cye kt org..
pda aku cte kt die cm cte kt mmber2 aku..
ye la die pon mmber aku kn..
ble cte kt die,
die pon cte pengalaman die,
pngalaman yg bole aku jdi kn dorongan..
n mlm tuh die bgi aku dgr lgu..
n lgu neh la yg wat aku teringat kt die..
hehehe

lgu neh cmpur bhsa jawa ngn melayu..
hehehe..
kalo nk dgr yg melayu nye,
tggu minit ke 2:49 ok..
1st tyme aku dgr lgu neh..
sungguh terharu kt die..
lgu neh btol2 buat aku sedar..
smpai skang aku dgr lgu neh ble aku tension..
thanks to him.."dr.ikmal hisham"

...kenangan semalam...

kenangan semalam..
~dari seorg kwn..
1 ari die nyanyikn lgu neh..
pnt la aku suh die abes kn nyanyi 1 lgu..
tpi hampeh..
separuh lgu pon xsmpai.suku jer kot
skang aku hnya ade lgu neh..

untuk awk..
hnya doa semoga awk dpt ape yg awk cri..

hOliday oh hOliday...

P.E.N.A.N.G...!!

our destination 4 dis yer..
hehe..

d sbb kn adik aku yg sorang neh..
kerenahnye bkn men lgi..
ble d tny da bli tket nk blik??
jwb nye "kwn2 sume parents dtg amik.."
aiyooook!!!
da nmpk point kt ctu..!
hahah

ape lgi..
our big boss kna la apply cuti..
n aku ngn kak long plak..
tumpang sekaki..!
yela..
lpas pnt blaja,,,
bertarung dlm exam..
so tyme to release our tension...!



pic nie d snap kt pdang kota lama...
lpas je amik adik aku..
kitorng trus ke penang..
nek feri..
heheh..

ngn sesat2 nye..
perutnye lapo..
so ble da abes snap2 pic ..
melantak laa!!
tpi yg ringan2 jer
coz nti nk mkn nsi kandaq plak..!
hahah

ok..
lpas je trun dri ferry..mate da pnt..
pnt bce signboard!!hahah
then nk plak dok hotel yg png dok dlu..
so merata2 la cri..
yerla jln kt penang tuh sebatu bru jmpe 1 signboard!!haaha..
akhirnye!!!
HOTEL GRAND PARADISE d temui..!!




lpas check in...
nek2 solat..mndi2 sume
then trun blik tok isi perut yg berkeroncong!
next destination is kdai mamak..!
mse tok melantak nsi kandaq..
ble perut da kyng..
mate???
mengantok laaa!!
hahaha
jOm tdo..!

heheh...
dis old building..
sjeje aku snap..
sbb nmpk cntek..sejarah la ktakn..
nie kt bndr penang..
dah pnt2 pusing bndar cri pasar..
hahah

aku suke pic neh ble dah d edit..!
heheh
...ari sbtu pgi lpas g pasar..
kitorng trus blik klntn..
huhuhu
xpuas lgi jln2 sbnrnye,,
tpi ape nk buat...
abah plak xbrape sehat...
half way je abah drve..
then aku plak yg amik alih..
drive kt jln yg cm ular kna palu
mmg mncabar
tpi best!!
sbb men tekan clush n break jer..
hahah
pelan je bwk keta ble kna ikut bontot lori yg merangkak2!!
tmbh plak ngn ujan..
perghhh mmg ujian..
alhamdulillah..
kami sume slmt smpai kt machang jam 5ptg..

dduk umah kt machang plak 2 ari..
sbb abah still cuti smpai isnin..
elok jer smpai umah..
aku plak demam..
bkn sbb pnt drve
tpi mmg da rse nk dmam mse kt hotel..
n abah pon demam gak..
abah lgi teruk dmam dri aku..
smpai ari nie kot abah demam..
cian abah..
smga abah cpt sembuh yer..
thanks abah bwk kami sume jln2...
hehehe..
credit tOk abah n umi..!!!
syang korang...!!!
len kali bercuti lgi ea...

bestnyE,,,

ari nie..
ari ke-5 aku kt umah..
try tO wake up early..
n da mission success!!

success tO pon sbb pe??
sbb aku kna bgun awl...
nk kna pegi bandr,byr bill!!
haaaah!
tpi best!aku bole kuar shopping...!!
alOne??

yeah of cos alone..=(
umi tOo bz..
so aku je la sorang2..
shopping pon sorang2..
but i dun mind it..
coz i really luv it...

ptg nti nk blik umah kt machang..
yuhhhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
da lme xmnjenguk umah kt sne..
msti da byk brubah..
hehe

pgi esok plak kak long smpai..
lpas je amik kak long dri stesen ketapi..
trus kn lgi prjalanan tok amik adik aku plak..!
hahah
best2..
ke penang...!
yeaaah!!

BERCUTI!!!
wlaupon jap je..
tpi ok lah drpd xde lngsung...

sO tyme tO enjOy!!!!

smpai ble..

xtau smpai ble harus cmni..
serabut gler..
igt kn ble da blik umah
bole la lupe sume nye
tpi SAME jer kot..
huuuh~

ngn menulis..
kt blog nie cntoh nye..
at least melegakn ckit laaa...ckit
tpi...
ngah2 menulis cmnie pon..
tbe2 aje mood menulis bole ilang..!
ngeee...
ape nk jdi neh!!!...

TIDO LAA IRNA!!!

sangat sUke abEs kan mse meng'edit'...gambo2

seharian d umah..
kdang2 sgt bosan
bgun pon da lwt kot..
bgun je trus lunch..
hahah
ape lgi nk buat??

kalo rjin kuar laa..jln2
kalo xterperuk je la dlm umah
tlong2 mne yg ptt
tlong brinternet ke..
tlong tgk ker..
tlong mkn ker..
tlong bsuh bju..
tlong tdo..
hahah
mcm2 lgi...

n ari nie..
aku meng'edit' gmbr mber aku..
d sbb kn die yg mntk tlong..
so aku ngn rela ati la..
edit kn..
bkn ssh mne pon..
small matter..
ble tgk hasil nye!!!
huuuh
lega..
best!!

pastu edit gmbar len plak...
hasil nye??

okayh! nie gmbr fmly aku..
agk ssh nk cri pic yg ssuai..
huuh..
n hasil nye nie je la...
wlaupon biase2 jer.. tpi puas ati..!

nie myra..
my best fren ever!!
sje je gatal tgn nk edit pic die..
honestly..
aku suke pic die yg nie..
even xedit pon sgt2 menarek!!
syabas kt ma yg snap pic nie..
hehehe







nie plak pic aku ngn mmber aku..
mmber baik aku kt s.alam..
heheh..mmber sebilik..!
actually nk jdi kn pic nie a little bit like a sketch...
tpi xdpt plak..
so nie ok la kot..

dis is my model..
hahah pic nie sbnr nye da cntek..
sje ngada2 nk tmbh2 ckit..
so jdi la cmnie..
sory yer TUAN empunye gambo..
sya pnjam gambo anda..

lastly gambo aku la yer..
really like dis 1..!
n now..
waitim 4 da next idea 2 edit da next pic!!!

M.I.S.S.I.N.G...U

hOw difficult tO say..

**********

dis moment...
really miss u
a lOt!!
n..
dont know how to express it out...

da best way...

hug da teddy bear..tight!!
since i had a very huge n cute bear..
always miss it..
n know can always hug it every nyte..
like it~







BUT sometimes dis feeling there is no cure..
really hard to throw it out..!!
once got dis feeling, hoping dats it will last longer..





"juz close d eyes.. n let it gO..away"
dis feeling will always cOme n gO...

last paper....mean??

yehaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
sgt2 hepy...
tepat 12a.m tdi..
last paper dah berjaya d jwb...(xde la ok sgt kot)
tpi sgt lega..!
TAMAT sudah perjuangan ku tok final sem..

tbe mse tOk blik kg!!
rndu sgt..
umi
abah
kak long
yoe
katil aku
bear aku yg cute...
bntal2...
hohohoh

mlm nie,,,
kami sume akan bertolak blikk..
ecececehhhh!
kpd sume yg blom abes berjuang..
slmt brjuang buat kalian..!!

ble dah blik umah..
itu lah tmpt pling best..
arap xde lgi mslh2 yg menyerabutkn kpala..
act da xlarat nk pk sume mslh yg ade..
ckup2 lah tu..
BESTnye kalO dpt pegi brcuti...

jOm pegi penang!!
memandangkn adik laki sorang yg sgt mengada2..
nk suh abah amik laa ape laaa..
but I LIKE IT!!!!
really2 like this chance!!
dpt laaa bercuti..scara kebetulan la ktakn,,,
heheeh..
xsbr nye..
lgi best kalo abah dpt cuti pnjng ckit..
hurrmmm...

ape2 pon...
doakan kwn2 aku yg aku syyyyyyyyyyyyg sgt..
smpai umah ngn slmt..
akn rndu korang sume nti..2 bulan kot..
rndu nk shopping2 ngn korang..
mkn ngn korang..
lepak2 ngn korang...
men buaian ngn korang...
chit-chat ngn korang...
sob3,,,
sdeyh plak....

dah laaa!!!mau rht2 jap...
mmpi da smpai umah best gak!!!
tata~

yeaaay!!! nk balik.,,

NAK BALIK....!
xsbar nye nk blik..
tpi be4 blik nk kna bertarung dlm klas dlu...(exam!!!)
last paper...6hb..means lusa.. hahahha..

tkotnye nk exam..
tpi nk mse tuh cpt2 berlalu.. nk blik umah,,,
sape xnk cpt kn??
n da best thing is nk p oliday ngn fmly aku!!!
best3!!! da plan is so smOoth...
cayalah!
actually juz nk g amik adik aku...
n of coz la abah kna amik cuti rite??
so kpada abah..
"amik la cuti lme ckit ea..tok ank2 mu.."
kihkihkih...~

sungguh excited d dlm hati...
rse cm nk nyanyi2...
huhuhu~
sungguh... da rndu sgt kt umah..
rndu kt umi..abah..kaklong..yoe..
rndu nk borak2 ngn diorng...
mkn2 ngn diorng..
gado2 ngn diorng...
jln2 ngn diorng...
n best sgt ble dpt gelak2 ngn diorng..

Oohhhh cpt la nk blik!!!!

perlu ke??

CINTA tu lmbat nk dtg
so jln pnyelesaiannye...CARI

tpi..
CINTA yg d cari..
cpt plak HILANG...

"cinta bukan dtg dgn pksaan...
dtgnye dri dlm dri kite...tnpa d pinta2"

.....LOST AGAIN!!..

abadi kan kenangan milik kite..

~as wE walk tOgethEr...~

hari nie..
biarlah menjadi kenangan abadi..
pengukir senyuman d wajah d kala berjauhan...!

wat a really bored day is today..
sO..kata sepakat dah d buat..
jOm kite kuar..
bajet nye nk shOpping laa..
tpi...
ble da smpai tmpt yg d tuju...
ngn fulus nye yg dah makin kering...
so tgk2 aje lahhh...
cuci2 mate..
isi2 perut..!

next port??
tasik s.a!
1st tyme jejak kaki kt ctu..
heheheh..
ari nie..
cuaca ckup baek..
rmai gak org tdi kt ctu..
especially couple2 laaa~
heheh
jeles nye tgk diorng...

tpi..
ngn mmber2 pon best..
dpt amik angin tpi tasik...!
sungguh tenang..xtipu!
n mula laa!
snap..snap..n snap da pic!
really like dis jOb...

n hasil nye..
100 lbh gambo yg ktorng snap..!
hahahh
bapak byk..!

scene kt tasek tuh mmg cntek!
gler2 amazing...!
nsib bek ktorng xberkayak aje..
huhuhu
alsannye tkot basah...
kalo basah cmne nk blik kn??huhu
pape pon enjoy sgt dpt tng kn diri kt sne..
suke3!



huurmmm..
swEet sgt!!..
nti kite pegi lgi ea next sem!!

setiap perkenalan pasti ade perpisahan...
tpi persahabatan kite biarlah selamanye..

C.I.N.T.A

dlu..kecik2
slalu tgk tb..
bce buku..
dgr2 org besor2 ckp..

"ape yg ko phm tntng CINTA?.."
pastu mula la pk..
pk pnye pk hampeh aje..
sbb xde gak jwpnnye..

try translate ke english plak..
L.o.v.e rite?
sayang..cinta..love..
same aje bunyi nye..

tpi sayang itu bukan cinta..
cinta tuh adalah sayang..
ade org ajar aku..
ajr aku merasa sedikit perasaan sayang tu..
perasaan yang sgt2 berharga..
tpi cinta??
bole ker org ajr kn?
sdng kn cinta dtg tnpa d pinta..
i2 lah kelebihan cinta..
sayang tu mungkin sng nk wujudkn..
tpi CINTA??...cinta tu xdtg

cinta tu lambat kalo xcari..
tpi cinta yg d cari pasti hilang..
sO??
kesudahannye ape?
cinta monyet?
hahaha..
smpai ble nk jdi monyet aje kn?..

"...Tuhan anugerah kn rasa cinta itu dlm setiap hati umatNya..
yg akn mencorakkannye ialah kita..
yg akn merasainye juga adalah kita..
dan same lah yg akn merasa keperitannya..
org yg bercinta itu..."

...it sO hard,,,

face it..even it so hard
juz accept da truth~

lOve..
as cute as dis pic..really like dis 1..!


with love..
"let u gO away..."

bUku barU

jOm bukak buku baru...!!
huurmmm buku lme nk ltk mne ea??
tong smpah??
bole ker?smpai ati ker?

ok jOm buang!!!
buang??buang??btol ke nie?
brt nye ati...hOhoho

berakhirnye SYAWAL...

S.E.L.A.M.A.T T.I.N.G.G.A.L
syawal~
syawal yg pnuh kenikmatan..
stlh berjaya menahan nafsu mkn n etc slma 1bln..
dan kejayaan nye dismbut ngn meraikn syawal yg ckup indah..
dgn kedengaran sayup2 takbir raya di mlm ari..
tatlaka keriuhan sanak saudara memeriahkn lgi suasana..

kalo dlu..
blik kg muar msti mlm rye kt umah atok da siap ade ketupat..
n aku suke sgt tgk ketupat yg tegantung2 tuh..
COMEY!!!
huhu


...
tpi skang..ade tuh ade
cume bkn lgi atok yg buat..
so len rse nye..
xdpt tgk atok anyam ketupat
dan xdpt aku nk men2 ngn daun palas..
hahaha
selalunye aku sbuk aje nk blja buat...
tpi hampeh!!
1pon xjdi..
ponat aje abah mengajar...
balik2 daun palas tu je la yg tersimpul rapi kt tgn aku...
hahaha

n ble pgi rye..
msjid besau mnjdi pilihan
even jaoh ckit dri umah atok..
be4 tuh
acara bermaafan dlu ngn fmly..
mgkin tuh cra abah kot..
be4 g solat la kitorng bersalam-salaman..

ble rye..
be4 blik kg lgi dah terbayangkn ketupat,lemang,rendang...!hoohho
sgt2 best,,
n bnda yg xbole dilepaskn ialah:
bli lemang ble odw blik kg..
aku akn igt kn abah..
so dats xde la ble smpai kg xde lemang...
at least dpt mkn lemang..!
ketupat plak msti ade!
dlm 1ari berkali2 mengadap ketupat..hahah
kekenyangan ngn itu aje..
ble atok suh msak nsi..
alsan nye...
"ketupat ade lgi tok..."
or malas sbnr nye???
no kOmen~





tpi rye thun nie..
ble blik klate..
bru prasan yg aku xmkn byk ketupat...
tbe2 nyesal..!!
mne nk jmpe lgi dah ketupat kt klntn...hohoho
i2 lah rye aku...
wlaupon biase2 aje,,
kenangan 2 ttap ade..

selamat tinggal SYAWAL...

kEtenangan abadi milikku...

bukan mudah mncari secebis ketenangan..
tmbh2 lgi ble kt cni..
s.alam~
ape la yg ade..

kn best kalo skang kt umah..
rndu nk kuar jln2 ngn fmly
rndu nk shOpping ngn mira
rndu nk borak2 ngn mira..gelak same2

dah berminggu2 kt cni lpas cti raye..
tpi skit pon xrse ketenangan..
kalo ade pon cme pnjaman yg seketika
selebih nye mOod byk melayang ntah ke mne..
rse cm nk brjln aje tiap2 ari..

dis weekend...
really hOpe have e free tyme..
terasa dah sgt2 pnt..
bosan mengadap buku
nk brjln2 ngn kak long..
shooping2!!!
best nye kalo dpt kuar...

yOu~

asal mlm nie mcm xde mOod aje???

xsuke nye cmni..
elok esok ade test, mlm nie jgk laa mood nk hilang!!
haaaiiih mmg serabut laa..
pnt la mcm nie..
da xtau nk wat cmne..
nk bkak bku??
rse cm xtenang sgt..

mne nk cri mOod aku blik??
rse nk nanges..
lgi nk nanges kalo xdpt jwb test esok..
adoyaaaaaaaaaaiii
tlOnggg!!!

it's all abOut feeling~

today:: so tired
tired..
with all da class
with da not well prepared presentation!
try to talk much..but still..huurrrrm

hopefully can have enough rest
S.L.E.E.P!!!
n tonite, hope that nothing will disturb my mood..
coz..its time tO stat stdy again!!
with all the lazyness

n now..
try to write a little bit long..
but can't stand it anymore..
so sleepy=(

ceritera semalam

smlm adalah kenangan
kenangan yg mungkin akan terus tersimpan
kenangan yg xperlu dipertikaikn lagi
dan kenangan yg akan terus bersemadi..

org kata..
"past is past"
tpi mcm mne??
sdg kn kte perlukn yg "past" tuh tok mse akn dtg..
jdi mcm xbole aje lupekn
kalo xdilupekn mcm ne plak nk truskn??
hhhuuuuuuurmmmm..
a big question in my head!!

then..
"let bygone be bygone"..
btol la kn??
xkn yg da pergi pon kte nk igt2 kn lgi..
cm xde gne..
hahaha

ape2 pon..
hidup perlu d teruskn..
kata abah: jgn byk maen
umi plak: xde pape yg nk d kata..jgn lupe mkn..heheh
kak long?:huhu..jgn kuat jln2..
adik aku:: jeles xdpt blik awl

skang matlamatnye hnya 1...
cpt la msa berlalu..
cpt2 la bole blik umah..
bole la ber'0n9 24hours kt umah..
hohoho!!!
really2 miss them much!!

semoga ade sinar baru..
utk hari esok =)

terus terang...

alangkah baiknye kalo hati bole berbicara...
jika lidah xkelu...
lantas tiada lah deraian air mata,
yg mmbasahi pipi..

tpi syg nye kekuatan yg ade cma lah secebis..
mulut spt terkunci
tbe2 terasa ibarat si bisu
yg ingin meluahkn tpi kotak suara yg mnghalang
siapa tahu dlm lubuk hati nye
terlalu byk yg ingin d perkatakn

"sayang boleh d pupuk...tpi tok hilangkn perasaan itu??"
bkn sng tok melepaskn
bkn mudah melupakn

jika boleh bintang d langit berbicara...
die lah yg mnjdi pilihan aku..
mgkin lbh bgus berbicara dgn sang bintang!!!

xde mood!!!!

mood now:M.A.L.A.S!!!
~xtau nape..
mybe effect aku tdo ptg tdi..
ble bgun aje xde org yg nk tgur aku...
so lgi la aku rse tnsion!!
tnsion semcm!!!n really2 dislike dis ctuation!!!

dis tyme:nned someone to chat with...
but who???
everybody look likes too buzy!
i hate it!
really dun know wat should i do now~

read da novel??
hmmm its sound like not interesting for now.!
even its my fav novel~

stdy??
revision??
arrrggghhh!! i dun think i can..
in dis ctuation...its better not to be a ggod stdnt...
or otherwise i'll throw away them....!!!

tAk sUke,,,!

ble bgun dri tdo:
sgt xsuke ble ade org yg wat aku terjaga
xsuke sbb nti aku akn moody ngn sume org
then nti org akn ckp aku bruk perangai..
xsuke wat2 muka plastik(senyum2 kambing)
xsuke nk pksa2 muka tok senyum ble bru bgun tdo
xsuke ble aku yg kna tgur org dlu
xsuke org byk tny!

ble d suruh wat keje umah:
xsuke d pksa2
xsuke d arah2
xsuke wat keje dlm kelaparan
xsuke ble aku aje yg wat keje yg len syok aje goyang kaki(malas!!)

ble borim:
xsuke tgk tb sorang2
xsuke tgk movie pape pon
xsuke nk borak2 ngn sape2
xsuke abes kn mse ngn tdo(yeke?)
xsuke ble xley mkn
xsuke ble msuk dpur n xde pape nk msk
xsuke ble sume org bz(xley ajk kuar)
xsuke ble xde mmber2 yg best

ble mOody:
xsuke nk ckp byk2 ngn org
xsuke kalo xley mkn bnda yg aku nk
xsuke ble ade org yg byk tny nape aku moody
xsuke org nyebok sal aku nelainkn org yg wat aku moody tuh!!!
xsuke nk wat2 senyum
xsuke kalo xdpt lelapkn mata...!

ble hepy:
sgt2 xsuke gadoh ngn sape2
xsuke org len jeles tgk aku hepy
xsuke ble ngah hepy tbe2 sdeyh
xsuke sgt!!!!

saya sukE gElak...hahaha

asal aku gelak aje..
mmber2 msti ckp...
'ish irna mmg suke gelak agk nye'
hahaha

ari tuh borak ngn kak long kt fon..
ape lagi,,gelak lah!!
mmber2 aku da tgk2 aku jer..

actually mmg aku sgt suke gelak..
hahaha!!
ble gelak aku rse tenang..
xde lagi mslh dlm kpala..

gelak adalah penawar terbaek!!
terbaek punye!!!
dan gelak adalah awet muda..=)

nie yg wat aku nk blik umah..
kt umah bole gelak best2 ngn kak long n fmly aku..
yeah!!!sgt best...
blik rye nti smbung gelak lgi...
daaa~

fOrevEr...

Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.






When the world stops turning, and the sun fails to set, when my side of the world is burning, only then, might I forget

its rainy outside there~

woke up..
its still raining
hOpe dats it will be ok

tOday..
is so bored,
nO more class at da evening..
after took da lunch,
slept!

n now,,
on9...on9...on9
theres nothing else to do..
too bored with fb
then change to blog
thought of something
n wrote it down..

but still...
still bored inside me
dun no wat to do anymore
sleep again?
ooh no!

dis a life..
sometimes its too bored
n sometimes its too buzy

my life??
juz like dat..

akU...

actually wanna write something..
but nOthing cross my mind,
no words come,
fingers stop writing suddenly...

rite now,
juz wanna lend my head on my soft pillow..
miss my teddy bear a lot,
miss my strawberry pillow tOo,
n miss my hellO kitty..

every day,
always hope dats nite come so early,
gonna sleep tighly..
don wanna think anything anymore,
n hopefully tomorrow monim..
i'll forget everything~

really hope 1day life is more fun n enjoy!!!
and meaningful~

serabut nye!!!

makin ari makin berserabut..!
haish...
da nk stat blaja tpi cm xde mood..

ooh mOod dtg lah!!!!!!
ape lgi yg xkna nie????
eeeeii..................!

buat renungan...

Ya Allah…
Seandainya telah Engkau catatkan…
Dia milikku tercipta buatku…
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku…
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan antara kami…
Agar kemesraan itu abadi…

Ya Allah…
Ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengasihani…
Seringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini…
Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi…
Maka jodohkanlah kami…

Tetapi Ya Allah…
Seandainya telah Engkau takdirkan
Dia bukan milikku…
Bawalah dia jauh daripada pandanganku…
Luputkanlah dia dari ingatanku…
Dan periharalah aku dari kekecewaan…

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengerti…
Berikanlah aku kekuatan…
Menolak bayangannya jauh ke dada langit…
Hilang bersama senja yang merah…
Agarku sentiasa tenang…
Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya…

Ya Allah yang tercinta…
Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdir-Mu…

Sesungguhnya apa yang telah Engkau takdirkan
Adalah yang terbaik untukku…
Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui…
Segala yang terbaik buat hamba-Mu ini…

Ya Allah…
Cukuplah Engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku…
Di dunia dan akhirat…
Dengarkanlah rintihan daripada hamba-Mu yang daif ini…
Jangan Engkau biarkan aku sendirian…
Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat…
Menjuruskan aku ke arah kamaksiatan dan kemungkaran…
Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman…
Agar aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup…
Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai…
Dan kurniakanlah kepadaku keturunan yang soleh dan solehah…

Ya Allah…
Berikanlah kami kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat…
Dan periharalah kami dari azab api Neraka…

Amin…amin…Ya rabbal ‘aalamin

LovE...

Most people who claim to love someone don’t really love them, because they don’t know what love actually is.

real lOve is unconditional
To love someone unconditionally means that you love the person exactly as they are,
exactly as they were before,
and exactly as they will be in the future...
because people change all the time, so if you love the person,
you will love them even if they become something you disagree with.

How many parents can say that about their kids?
How many people can say that about their “lover”?
Love is not about you or your pleasure or your amusement.
It’s not about what you get out of it or what the other person can give to you.
It’s not about having a trophy you can show off with and tell people “This is *MY* girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband/son/daughter/whatever”.
You do not “own” anyone.
It’s not about you feeling ‘proud’ to be with someone who always agrees with everything you say and do and never does anything you disagree with.

Unconditional love means that the person can just live their life exactly as they choose and you will always be there for them no matter what.

In order to truly understand love,
firstly forget everything you have ever learned about it from society and anyone else.

"You are the only person who can tell you what love is."